Caprice

by Jordan Becker

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Don't Get Too Close (Music Video) - www.youtube.com/watch?v=_AiMarLGfew

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released November 29, 2016

Guitar solo in Afterthought - Olas Gardner

Mastered by Olav Tabatabai [Noise Eater Recordings] facebook.com/NoiseEaterRecordings/

Special thanks to:
Dan Brown
Olas Gardner
Marcus Madrid
Jake Haley
Emily Herbster
Darick Wilkins
Andrew Miller

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Track Name: Intro
So go, you can't stay, you can't stay
So go, you can't stay, you can't stay here
no, not anymore
Track Name: Afterthought (ft. Olas Gardner)
you're burning bridges
suffer the consequence of the rope around your neck
did it ever cross your mind that maybe you don't deserve my respect
what was i supposed to do
the problem wasn't me it was you
on and on it never ends
i can't believe i ever fucking considered us friends

what's the point of being honest
there's only so much i can take
what's it gona take for you to confess
that you're just a fucking fake
so you've done yourself in again
and you're afraid of getting caught
you were never anymore than a friend
and now you're just an afterthought

i see you but you don't see me
i need you but you don't need me

you were the one that would always say we'd never be
one of them, just like them living in harmony
not to mention that you were never there for me when i needed you but that doesn't matter now
cuz i'm standing on my own two feet never looking back and you're buried six feet in the ground

what's the fucking point

what's the point of being honest
there's only so much i can take
what's it gona take for you to confess
that you're just a fucking fake
so you've done yourself in again
and you're afraid of getting caught
you were never anymore than a friend
and now you're just an afterthought

and after all that we've been through
it's safe to say i wish i never met you
Track Name: Alone
come on

never again will you hold me back
this is me letting go and just
picking up the fucking pieces
i suffer inside
i will come alive
i just haven't tried
picking up the fucking pieces

of my fucking life

sacrifice, undermined, by my own kind
and i won't fucking stand for it

i'm on my own
i'm on my own in this world
all alone
and there's nothing i can do to change it

so tell me i can't make it on my own
so tell me that my dreams are too far gone
out of sight, out of mind
out of time to play these fucking games

no more bonds will be made
no more promises for you to fucking break
i'm going out on my own
and i'm trying to find my way back home
Track Name: Don't Get Too Close
You both see the end of this night
You both see the end of this fight
Is it worth it? Will it make it right?
'cuz no good will come from this plight
"I know you're scared, and we're both worked up..
are you there? What are you thinking of?"
"Why do you care?"
"Why do you care?"

It's not fair, it's not fair, it's not fair that he does this to himself
You don't care, you don't care, you don't care unless it directly concerns yourself
You're not there, you're not there, you're not there when he needs you the most
Don't you dare, don't you dare, don't you dare say it's out of your control

He had one shot but he let it go
He watched it walk right through the door
He had one shot but he let it go
He thew it out the fucking window

Don't get too close (x6)

"I'm wasted you taste it don't look at me that way"
"Just face it you can't say you don't regret the day
"You broke me down, split me in two"
"I can't imagine living a life without you"
Track Name: A Lot Of You Stayed With Me
Look into my eyes and tell me that nothing has changed
You can't even try to say it with a straight face
Not only are we different
It seems change is the only constant

The person that I once knew is now gone forever
And there's nothing I can do to change that
And there's nothing I can do to go back
Before you had to leave
Which is why I sing

A lot of you stayed with me

So take my life inside your hands
I can't even remember
The last time it even mattered

It didn't matter
Didn't matter x2
It never mattered
Not to you

And I know I hurt you,
Just know I hurt me too
And on top of that all the things I've been through
In these past six months, it's been a long long time
So just live your life
While I just get through mine

So take my life inside your hands
I can't even remember
The last time it even mattered

It didn't matter
Didn't matter x2
It never mattered
Not to you

Tormenting, every thought that I have
No place to run
It was all that I had

It was all that I had

So this is how it goes
Everybody knows
How defenseless I am
Track Name: Caprice
Do you feel the love?
or do you feel none at all
do you feel at home?
or do you feel all alone
i'd turn back time
just to watch you walk away
one last time

I know things haven't been the way we said they would
I know things often come across misunderstood
save me from me
and i know the perfet lie

So say what you will about the man that i am
i can only pretend that this isn't the end
it's sickening
i'm signaling
i'm not doing well and i might need a hand

I know things haven't been the way we said they would
I know things often come across misunderstood
save me from me
and i know the perfet lie

I wish it'd never come to this
you're the perfect embodiment of things i shouldn't miss